Letter Home

Hey there,
Went for a hike today. Well as much as a hike as you can around here. You know Hamilton, the only stretch of wilderness is the Bruce Trail along the hill they call a mountain. But when it's all you have, short of borrowing a car and a friend to drive it to somewhere a little more...wilderness-y, you take what you can get.
When I got to the gorge, the one by the golf course, I found a spot to sit on a flat rock where I could have a snack. (I remembered the food this time.) I did what we didn't do at the Othello Tunnels, sat and listened to the water. I remembered all the fun we had. The Road Trip. The tunnels. Climbing on rocks by the roadside near Tofino. Stalking that heron at Seal Bay. And there was this pang. A deep seeded feeling in my chest that hit me with such force as to bring tears to my eyes.
Guess I really enjoyed my trip this year.
All those moments we got to spend together goofing around. Laughing. But I miss the companionable silences most of all. There were probably lots of things that we could have said, but didn't. We're the kind of people that don't need to say those things. We just know.
If I remember anything in this year of changes, I will remember you. And the water.
Miss you Dad.
Love Kim
